Fragile Bubble

November 30, 2011

Andras-Fixler-Fragile-BubbleSometimes I feel like hovering in a bubble. I prefer order, security and stillness around me. Obviously most of us are into that. Unfortunately the bubble is fragile, all ours is. Especially nowadays it isn’t easy for anybody; even smaller and simpler “bumps” of life can make us feel that the bubble bursts and we defenseless fall into despair. It is hard to overcome these, but I still always do all efforts. For example now I am here and first time in my life I can share it with everybody. Besides doing music I can finally write. I’ll try to do it as much as possible. Not only because I like to write, rather because this way we maybe able to help each other for example in the bubble issue — how to make it less fragile. Here is a method that I have heard of and that I am also trying hard every day, especially after a difficult one: at bedtime I gather at least 5 things -even the smallest ones- that I had a positive or pleasant experience with during the day. I do confess that I am not always able to collect 5 of these, but whatever comes to my mind I do count it in. This is really not something difficult to try and practice. I’ll get back soon, probably about music…